Old Piece and Un-matched Signs

"well it's these deep midnight hours
that find me awake
and the memory of you
i've burned at the stake
it's this sunshine and sunrise
i'll see in the morn
and that beautiful calm at the end of the storm"





okay so i wrote that a while ago. i'm talkin'...


a long while ago.


i came across it today. and this part jumped out.





the signs aren't matching up lately.


i gotta say. that me and relationships.


FAIL.


bigging. effing. fail.


SMACK.


top of the page in red, blotchy ink.





i think. i flirt too much.


and allow myself to be...


now what's the word.


passive?


INACTIVE.


i figure.


i'll wait it out.


why not right?


everything will work in the end.


guess what.





things still haven't worked out.

- star